Sometimes I have a strong need to form my thoughts in English as it gives an illusion of, like, my request will be definitely heard. Looks a bit hipster-like, I know.
I have 2 songs to write, "Gathering the Storm" and "Waltz of the Survivors". The second one was planned like a massive city project to collect some multilingual guys to sing with me and invade Jurmala. Don't laugh))
I imagine the melodies quite transparently, the only thing meddling in the process is my absolute bluntness in expressing it in sounds, getting physical, you know.
The first one's melody resembles Yeah Yeah Yeahs' "Runaway", not in full, but, well... gonna tag it "mashup" to avoid critics.
And now. I want to write music. I'll be trying my best in the stuff being downloaded at the moment. I'll set up a community at vk.com to put the things down in there and myspace maybe. This will be my special therapy which may bring more harm to my nerves than my usual being, but I need it.
I want to get succeed in it and form a unity with some other people composing by themselves to create the most motherfucking massive thing ever.
It won't pass away, you know. I've been dreaming about it since childhood.
Why motherfucking not.
It's not a request to the Macaroni Monster or another kind of higher powers. It's just to let em know.